I'm not having as much fun!

Well aside from when we went to watch wicked, which was the best ever! since coming back to brisbane we haven't really done much and i think that's making me kinda bored. maybe i should uninstall starcraft and talk more on msn and do some mroe social things. I'm not too sure what everyone would unanimously be interested in. i know everyone likes to eat good food ;p but that could be expensive or travel-wise difficult

yeah but i think i've been a bit grumpy or rather not as happy and that's kinda because i'm bored which means i am not as loud i spose what's a better adjective...yeah but i'm not as robust that's still not the right word ;p

perhaps making notes is bad...yeah but uni has just consumed my life i think which is sort of annoying...even though that's what i'm supposed to be doing. its just bland...something more has to happen, like more involvement in uni life rather than go to lectures pracs and learning...i don't even know if i am learning that much at uni cos my mind isn't really being challenged so its kinda just letting info sort of go past. i need to either become more actively involved in uni so that my mind stays alive so i can learn easier, maybe i need to balance it more, something like doing exercise cos we had this heart lecture where they said exercise helps keep the aorta have higher elasticity which means there is less chance of getting hypertension, high blood pressure etc

i think perhaps balancing using my brain and getting active would be something to do. maybe every thursday i could go gym...maybe i dunno.

its a lot of little things which are annoying as well...like running out of shampoo which i will do soon hahaha but more than that its just when i am in this sort of mood lots of things that don't usually annoy me like the things older adults talk about or how they talk to each other, in cantonese whcih i am not that great at ;p but when they talk to me and expect me to answer them, that's kinda annoying and usually i just do my best but today i kinda wanted to conversation to end with uncle peter.

maybe i've just kinda escaped reality a little with sc and wicked so if i were to stop it i might get myself grounded and i'll start enjoying what i have around me again. i just don't know.

and also the problem with internet shopping is that you don't get the product straight away! hurry up textbooks!

ahhhhhhhhh yeah this weekend has been kinda dreary.